| 痛くないように やさしく殺(あや)めた |
言葉に置き換えて 悲しみを忘れた |
ああ いま 何をなくしたのだろう |
Itaku nai you ni Yasashiku ayameta |
Kotoba ni okikaete Kanashimi wo wasureta |
Aa Ima Nani wo nakushita no darou |
Painlessly I murdered them gently |
I replaced it with words and forgot the sadness |
Ah, what have I lost now? |
| ツミという音のならびから 思い描かれた |
つぐなうことも叶わない 夢の記憶 |
望まれたこの世界から 消えてなくなった |
いつもすでに欠けている 人の祈り |
Tsumi to iu oto no narabi kara Omoiegakareta |
Tsugunau koto mo kanawanai Yume no kioku |
Nozomareta kono sekai kara Kiete naku natta |
Itsumo sude ni kaketeiru Hito no inori |
I was made to imagine a list of sounds called sin |
It won’t come true, this memory of a dream of atonement |
From the world I had longed for they disappeared and vanished |
The prayers of people always damaged |
| 鏡に映した 自分の姿が |
幸せを知るほどに 不確かになってゆく |
ああ まだ 欲しい何かがあるのに |
Kagami ni utsushita Jibun no sugata ga |
Shiawase wo shiru hodo ni Futashika ni natte yuku |
Aa Mada Hoshii nani ka ga aru no ni |
The more my figure reflected in a mirror understands happiness |
The more uncertain it becomes |
Ah, yet there is still something that I want |
| 享楽の声がきこえない 今をみたすのは |
あがなうすべも奪われて 生きる痛み |
生き延びるだけの世界なら 迷い傷ついて |
他人(ひと)を好きになるような 愛はいらない |
Kyouraku no koe ga kikoenai Ima wo mitasu no ha |
Akanau sube mo ubawarete Ikiru itami |
Ikinobiru dake no sekai nara Mayoi kizutsuite |
Hito wo suki ni naru you na Ai ha iranai |
Fulfilling this present where I can’t hear voices of pleasure |
This method of compensation and the pain of living was taken away |
If it is a world where I am merely surviving |
I don’t need to ambivalently wound or love other people |
| 抑えつけられた世界から 意味を失って |
こぼれ落ちた現実は、どこへ行くの? |
私がツミを背負うことを あなたは望んだ |
私を映す鏡の前には 誰もいない |
Osaetsukerareta sekai kara Imi wo ushinatte |
Koboreochita genjitsu ha, doko he yuku no? |
Watashi ga tsumi wo seou koto wo Anata ha nozonda |
Watashi wo utsusu kagami no mae ni ha Dare mo inai |
From the world that I am pinned down I parted with meaning |
This scattered reality, where is it going? |
You wished for the sin that I am burdened with |
In front of the mirror reflecting myself everyone is gone |